Me, Ashley

♥ Wednesday, December 23, 2009 ♥

Woo today late for work agin!! hahax!! Hmm today quite happy and feeling much more better!! xP Mr Lee came today and take some stock come!! He told me the password for the login user!! Woo Chong work longer than me also don know the password hahax!! But I forget the password liao ask him next time!! Mr Lee also praise my finance report do better than Chong!! Yay!! Mr Lee suddenly talk to Liang, really shocked me sia!! I very scare that he will fired him on the spot cause Liang work for almost 2 weeks le but Mr Lee nv talk to him b4!! So really very shock to see plus last few day he still wanted to fire him!! But after Mr Lee talked to Liang, Liang quite happy and when Mr Lee left Liang told me he stun when Mr Lee talked to him cause he work till now first time talk with Mr Lee!! Then through out Liang's mood is super hyper!! Siao Da Bo!! *laugh* Thanx God that really bless the ppl around me also and really help me in work and also have the favour of man!! Ya today total 57 plushies sold out woo!! This is the highest record for plushies sold out a day!! I aim for 50 only at 8pm plus but in the end is 57!! Thanx God for looking after my everything and really taking care of thing!! Today feel much more better le really hope that Christmas eve celebration will be a good one and wun happen any ma fan de thing to make me stress and down agin!! Trying my best to pull myself back in track!! Really trying very hard and thanx God for trusting me and giving me all the strength I need!! xP nite nite!!

*Geting much more better!!

♥ Story Of Ashley
12:55:00 AM

♥ Tuesday, December 22, 2009 ♥

Today work 11am to 11pm!! Really no mood go work, on the way to work is like a disaster cause when I not doing something negative thought will keep attacking me like hell and just want to cry!! Mr Lee nv come store today cause he had something on but I called him to talk with him about Wei Liang de stuff!! I total don know what to talk and when I start talking, I am so nervous and scare!! Keep control my tear, really don want to let anyone see!! I scare until I even cant hear what he say so I guess he say see first or what bah but aleast Liang has chance to work hard!! Carol told me must tell Liang about him situation but I really don know how to start the topic!! While finding chance to talk with him, I stress myself and make myself busy, so I don have time for others things!! Finally talk to him, feel much better but still feel sad and tired!! I not sleepy but really tired!! Finish work reach kovan then discover that it is raining heavily but no choice either I wait for it to stop or run home!! So I run home, just want to get home and have a good rest!! But reach home dad also nv notice that I run in the rain and is wet and cold!! He just asked me outside raining ar!! *laugh* then I answered en!! That all!! So dead!! Haix!! Go sleep le!! Tmr still need to work 11am to 11pm!! But really hope God will help Liang to stay in this job and earn more good impression from Mr Lee!! God bless him!!

*Try not to fall but I really feel very tired!!

♥ Story Of Ashley
12:17:00 AM

♥ Monday, December 21, 2009 ♥

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! I am sick of forgiving so irritating!! No matter how I forgive they still doing the same old ways to hurt my feeling!! I cant breathe anymore!! Doing things to make ppl feel hurt, trying to make all of us hate u ar?? What is your main plan?? So shock to know is you who behind this all things!! Promise that wun quarrel but in the end happen agin!! I am so tired of it!! I now don have any energy to argue with you!! I am totally speechless!! You msg me to fcuk off ur life right so I finally get it!! This is what you want and I will do it!! I am hand off for everything unless it relate to my frenz!! thank for let me feel so disappointed in you the 2nd time and this time maybe it is an end for all of us, maybe it will really be better that we are not frenz and maybe San Duo Lan Hua will end or continue but I really cherish everyone in San Duo Lan Hua and will do all things to protect everyone and don let anyone to hurt them!! They are my only happiness left and what I have to keep me continue!! ><

*No more tear!! I want to be stronger and I wun be defeated!!

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2:26:00 AM

♥ Sunday, December 20, 2009 ♥

Everything is so fan!! I really want to run away from the prob like how I will in the past!! Everything for me is so meaningless!! Wa really thanx God that I am not last time de meiying!! If not I will go up to that person and scold whatever I want to scold plus give the person a slap on the person face!! I now really controlling my temper!! If the person say me or even backstab or whatever I don care but it involve my besties plus hurt her till she cry!! I cant tolerate anyone to hurt my best frenz!! NONE!! I repeat myself I am controlling my temper and if she cry or been hurt agin I don know what I will do!! I AM SERIOUS!! I AM SUPER ANGRY AND HEARTACHE TO SEE HER CRY!! Now my heart alr out of control!! So many thing happen in a time and when I want to put all things to God YOU make stuff agin!! I can truthfully tell everyone I am feeling very very dry now and I really really want to take a break!! I now is using all my strength to continue and continue, also I don want to backsilde or live my life without Him!! But I really cant take it!! Everything just come in a short period of time!! Quarrel with Zhi alr one week, no time to meet my mom and I really missin her alot!! I think abt 2 mth nv see her since my sis birthdae!! Workplace got alot alot of prob!! So many things need to handle everything look like my fault!! When she cry, I really feel useless I don know how to console her!! I really don noe!! Today my boss say he want to fired the new staff, I also don noe how to help him to keep the job!! I even don noe how to tell him this news!! I really feel very stress!! So now I really try to cool myself up and hope everything will under control!! I really feeling damn sad today!! I now only can see dark and a glance of light!! I want to pull through it but if all my support gone I don know how I shield my enemies from my back!! In this period of time PLEASE don disturb me with ANNONYING & CHILDISH THINGS cause I WILL REALLY PUT ALL MY STRESS ON YOU!! Don want to be my angry bucket please know your limit!! Thanx!!

*Forgive till cant forgive!!

♥ Story Of Ashley
11:55:00 PM

♥ Sunday, December 13, 2009 ♥

Yox so long never online le!! hahax really very busy tis few week and happen alot of things!! Now not working with the worm le, hahax super happy and so call a in charge with Carol at Vivo!! Hmm work and work and more work!! But not really very tired!! Ya Carol bought me a Cinnamoroll!!! Super cute de!! Arigatou!! xP Then I reborn my hair, cut abit, not much change!! hahax tk pic then post!! No pic to post cuz no time to take!! busy busy!! okies nothing le!! bye!!

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1:19:00 AM

♥ Sunday, December 06, 2009 ♥

05 December 2009

Wa late for work!! I don wish to go work sia!! I don wan to work!! So tired and nid to face the worm facr super erxin!! Lucky got Carol or I am going to die soon!! Nid to arrange ytd de mess!! Customer keep asking about the discount thing!! haix cuz our store have 30% discount storewide but the plushie only have 10% discount, nid to explain to customer this and that!! Mr Lee called and said must empty 2 more column for his niece!! Arrr mission impossible loh!! We alr don have any place plus the whole place is so messy still nid to empty!! The worm go do him slacking style agin!! Wa he is.. ..Haix nothing to say liao!! I am really very angry!! Every nite reached home bath le jiu sleep le cuz tahan very tiring!! @@ haix haix haix!! sian can I don work @@

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9:34:00 AM

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04 December 2009

Morning work till night plus OT, 12am to 1am!! Reach home 2plus!! Really super tired, the store is so messy tmr still nid to arrange!! sian!! Ah Chong give me a massage plushie!! I don know I nid to be happy or sad or disgust!! I am happy cuz the plushie is cute, sad cuz is he give me and disgust cuz he treat us so good in our front but keep backstab us in our back!! I really cant tolerate him sia!! Whole day not packing~We nid to empty 2 column before Mr Lee's niece come~ he down there slacking and talking to his friend after that around 6pm plus almost 7pm he went out to have his dinner with his friend!! He take very long to come back and then after his frend gone, he then start packing up!! What the heck he doing man!! Then me and Carol around 8 plus go buy our dinner!! We go back store to eat so that we can finish up fast fast and pack the stuff but when we go back the store, the worm scold us cuz we mess up the place, damn angry sia!! Is he the one nv do anywork and still can say we mess up!! He said that time the stock come he just dump in the box and everyting look so neat!! Are he dumb or what!! On wed is me and Carol help him to tidy up de!! When is he going to leave!! He is a super hypocrite!! Everytime said until so holy, when Carol not working keep using bible word to scold, act till so good!! I don know what theory he have but confirm not I learn from CHC!! Eek erxin!! When Mr Lee come he asked me and Carol eat le ma and we said eat le but he asked the worm he said he so busy where got time to eat!! Wa really wan to bang him sia!! So act in front boss!! After that he whisper to me and tell me if Mr Lee asked anyone come find him in the evening just said no and pass to Carol the message!! Erxin sia still want me to lie to boss!! I wun help him de loh!! Heck care!! Purposly in front boss said we go chiong, is he really dumb?? We still underage how to chiong!! I think he go chiong himself loh!! Wa super erxin!!

♥ Story Of Ashley
9:16:00 AM